touched

Aha... Seems that i have forgotten abt this blog for quite a few days... bad bad...
Today I went to see the counsellor at the family service centre. Well I would say she made me see the meeting with the sub-dean from another light. Well it is quite true that I was not too assertive and firm to speak out what I feel. As such I felt victimised in that sense. But still I did not feel very good about the whole incident. I wish very much for it to be erased from my memory. But one thing I have to agree is that if I keep going on like this, I might eventually go into hiding in future. However, now i do not seem to trust her as much. In fact now I am starting to doubt whatever the counsellor says. I am not very convinced with some of the things she says now. I may not want to go and see her anymore.
Today I talked to Teacher Chiew Yan from my sis' church. I had a long talk with her. She is a very pleasant person to talk to. I felt quite at ease talking to her. We talked for a very long time. One thing that I do not feel very comfortable about is that my mum tends to like to listen to everything I say and wants to know whom I talked to. I feel that this may somehow infringe my privacy. but well...

Next is the 2 e-cards I received from Pris. V sweet. i felt very touched upon receiving both cards. Initially I wanted to open one card only because I thought both cards were the same. I am glad that I did open both cards. I like the background music. It had a soothing and calming effect on me. I felt more relaxed and less tense after that.
Recently, I feel I have been exposed to a lot of religion (Christianity). I am not sure if I am ready or want to accept or not.