Fengying's Wedding: What it meant to me

I attended my cousin, Fengying's wedding dinner today (9th dec 2007). Oh yes and I felt really useful cos i was the receptionist and even received $28 angbow. I can feel the loviness between the couple. It made me fantasize about my own future. And oh yes I was quite attracted to Tse Wei's poly friend, Jun jie. Makes me wonder if he was attached. If only the feeling was mutual and he could take a step further. But well, that is just fantasy on my part. Will I be able to find someone who can show such tender loving care for me?