first reflection

This is the first time that I am posting on this blog. Actually it is more of an outlet for myself so that i can write what i m feeling now... V confused and afraid. My thoughts are in a whirlpool. Is it true that to be able to overcome fear, i need to be in fear? I have been going around in a circle lately... too indecisive and not knowing what i want. I feel terribly afraid. Afraid that i am not ready for worklife, the life of a teacher. I dun have enough experiences. I do not know anything. can i be of service and of help to my students? I feel i need to do something meaningful this hols but wad is it dat i should do? i m not sure... what is happening to me? I feel very worried.